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Believarexic

J.J. Johnson

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Believarexic

J.J. Johnson

Fiction | Novel/Book in Verse | YA | Published in 2015

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In her young adult contemporary novel Believarexic (2015), J.J. Johnson tackles what it means to have an eating disorder and what support sufferers need to get better through the eyes of a girl committed to an aggressive hospital treatment program. Critics praise Believarexic for its realistic portrayal of eating disorders and how difficult it is for sufferers to find help. Johnson, a bestselling author of numerous young adult novels, received a Master of Education from Harvard University. Passionate about helping young people with mental health issues, she based Believarexic on her own experiences with anorexia and bulimia.

Believarexic is set in 1980s America. Fifteen-year-old Jennifer barely eats anything, and when she does, she chastises herself and vomits everything back up. She can’t think clearly, and her body is shutting down. If she doesn’t get help soon, there is a very strong chance that she will die. Unlike some sufferers, Jennifer knows that she is suffering from an eating disorder. She doesn’t want to be like this anymore, but she knows that she can’t get better on her own.

One day, Jennifer sits her parents down and tells them that she needs help. She tells them she wants to go to the hospital for eating disorder treatment. She is convinced that it’s the only way for her to get better. At first, her parents are skeptical. They don’t want to believe that she has an eating disorder, and if she does, they want to work it out themselves.



Jennifer’s mother, however, finally concedes to her demands. Still not believing that Jennifer is truly sick, she hopes that the doctors can reassure her that it’s normal to watch her weight. Jennifer, knowing that she can’t possibly recover with parents who refuse to believe that she’s sick, hopes to convince the doctors to take her seriously.

Jennifer meets with the hospital doctors who ask her numerous questions about her diet, her weight, and her overall health. It doesn’t take them long to see that she needs urgent medical care, despite what her parents think. They admit Jennifer to the Samuel Tuke Eating Disorders Unit, where she is placed under the care of Dr. Wexler.

The moment Jennifer enters the center, she thinks she has made a mistake. Everything is regimented, authoritarian, and terrifying. Patients can’t leave the center without permission and are locked in their rooms each night. Meals are strictly planned, and morning weigh-ins are essential. If Jennifer doesn’t comply with the rules, Dr. Wexler won’t let her go home again.



It doesn’t help that many of the nurses are unsupportive and cynical. They think the girls just want attention and that there is nothing wrong with them. They think it’s normal for girls to want to be skinny, and they shouldn’t eat if they don’t want to. Jennifer struggles to shut out these negative voices, knowing she will never recover unless she ignores them. She knows her own body, and there is nothing healthy—or voluntary—about an eating disorder.

Dr. Wexler expects Jennifer to attend group counseling sessions. If Jennifer doesn’t cooperate, she can’t leave the hospital. At the sessions, Jennifer meets other girls suffering from eating disorders; she is surprised by their attitudes. Many of them refuse to accept that they’re sick, and they’re always trying to escape. Jennifer doesn’t understand why they don’t want to get better, but Dr. Wexler reminds her that eating disorders affect everyone differently. Just because Jennifer accepts that she is sick doesn’t mean that everyone does.

As the weeks go by, Jennifer learns that acceptance is only the first step in the recovery process. There is nothing easy about eating at regular intervals and gaining weight again, despite how much Jennifer wants to get better. Locked in a constant battle with her body, sometimes she feels like giving up. She wonders if it’s even possible to eat normally again without constantly obsessing over her weight. She worries about how she will cope in the real world when it’s time to go home.



Although she is in the hospital, Jennifer can’t ignore the situation at home or the problems with her parents. Confronting these difficulties will be crucial to her long-term recovery. With Dr. Wexler’s help, Jennifer sees that her parents are emotionally distant and unavailable. They’re so wrapped up in their own problems that they didn’t notice their daughter disappearing before their eyes. It’s not easy to recover with unsupportive parents, but it is possible, and Dr. Wexler plans to support her all the way.

Jennifer confronts her parents about the situation, and they accept that changes are necessary at home. Her mother is ashamed that she wasn’t there for Jennifer, and she vows to do a better job going forward. Although Jennifer knows that there’s a long road ahead of her, she plans to do whatever it takes to save herself.

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