Julia struggles with keeping Olga and Amá’s secrets to herself, describing them “like strangling vines” (314). One morning, Julia nervously asks Apa why he quit drawing, and he explains that “[...] sometimes in life you don’t get to do what you want to do. Sometimes you have to deal with what’s given to you, shut up, and keep working” (315).

Julia enjoys her sessions with Dr. Cooke, especially because she does not feel ashamed when she shares information with her. She tells Dr. Cooke that Amá is trying harder to be supportive of her, but still fears Julia leaving for college. Dr. Cooke suggests that one day Julia might find it pertinent to talk to Amá about her trauma at the border and about Olga’s secrets as a way for both to heal. 

Julia receives several rejection letters from colleges, so Lorena and Juanga take her to the zoo to cheer her up. The next day, she receives acceptance letters from NYU and DePaul University with full scholarships. Her parents tell her they are happy for her, but Julia can tell they are heartbroken. 

Julia becomes restless towards the end of the school year, eager to get to college. During a date with

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