Stephanie takes Mia to the doctor once again for respiratory issues related to the black mold in their apartment. The doctor is again harshly critical of Stephanie, telling her that she needs to “do better” (225) as a mother.

When Stephanie receives almost $4,000 from her tax return, she begins to earnestly revisit her dream of moving to Missoula. At first, she struggles to feel she can even afford to visit. A triggering trip to the childcare grant office over a misunderstanding related to Lonnie’s handwritten pay stubs makes Stephanie feel unstable and insecure in her finances. After telling Henry she longs to visit Missoula he gives her a map of Montana and a set of guidebooks. His encouragement helps her to begin envisioning a new life outside of Washington.

Stephanie reaches a point of untenable back pain and physical exhaustion from cleaning. She takes out the maximum amount of student loans, hoping to finish school and spend more time with Mia. She also dedicates time to volunteering with Domestic Violence and Sexual Assault Services as a receptionist. She hopes this experience will help build and diversify her resume.

Stephanie also finds a two-bedroom apartment she believes will be a good living environment for Mia.