The Gargoyle

The Gargoyle is the debut novel by Canadian novelist Andrew Davidson. Published in 2008, it tells two stories in two different time-frames: One concerns a former porn star at the end of his rope, while the other takes place at a Fourteenth Century monastery in Germany.

At the beginning of the book, the reader meets an unnamed protagonist. We learn that he is an atheist and also a former actor in hardcore pornographic films. When he first arrives in the book, he is hallucinating while driving as a result of having consumed alcohol and a number of drugs. He believes that people are shooting a massive number of arrows at his car while he drives. In a panic over the arrow attack, he swerves off the road and his car plummets into a ravine below. The man survives the fall, but his car ignites on fire. So does the man. He accepts that he is going to die, but then suddenly his life is saved after the car teeters into a nearby body of water. The body of water is deep enough to extinguish the flames but not so deep that he drowns.

Unfortunately, the man now has burns over a significant portion of his body. In the process of recovering in a hospital, he is administered morphine for his pain and, before long, he is addicted to the drug. He also continues to hallucinate and possesses strange ideas about his body: for instance, in his mind there is a snake that has made a home in the man’s spinal cord. Now a burn victim and a drug addict whose grip on reality is beginning to slip, the man begins to question whether it’s worth it to go on living. Eventually, he decides to commit suicide.



His suicidal thoughts subside, however, after meeting a woman in the hospital named Marianne Engel. She is a sculptor who suffers from manic depression. The man also believes she may be schizophrenic because she insists that the two of them were friends five centuries ago, which the man believes is impossible. Nevertheless, the man likes Marianne’s company enough to entertain her increasingly bizarre notions. The affection between them grows until they decide to move in with one another.

Marianne tells a number of stories about her supposed history stretching back centuries. The first of which takes place at the German monastery where Marianne is left as a baby. The nuns raise Marianne to be a nun herself and soon the child begins to show extraordinary gifts, such as the ability to speak languages she’s never heard before.

When Marianne has grown into a young woman, a mercenary arrives at the monastery with burns covering his body except for a rectangle over his heart. The man had been hit with a burning arrow which struck a copy of Dante’s Inferno which the man kept over his heart. Therefore, everything had been burned except, ironically, where the Inferno lay. While the nuns believe the man will die, Marianne is able to nurse him back to relative health. They fall in love, leave the monastery, get married, and Marianne becomes pregnant.



Meanwhile, the Burned Man is wanted as a deserter for escaping his troop of mercenaries. The pair encounters Brandeis, a friend of the Burned Man, who is from the same troop and wishes to escape. He stays with the pair. Unfortunately, the mercenaries discover the three of them and kill Brandeis. They begin to burn the already Burned Man at the stake, but Marianne shoots the Burned Man in the heart to put him out of the misery of being burned alive. The mercenaries give chase, and Marianne falls through the ice into a freezing river where she is visited by ghostly spirits who demand she pay for her sins by sculpting “hearts” for people. She will not be free of the spirits until she gives a heart to the man she loves. If he returns it to her, she will then win her freedom.

The narrative returns to the present where Marianne forces the Burned Man to quit morphine. While suffering withdrawal, the Burned Man has a vision where he must choose whether to return to his physical state prior to the car crash or stay with Marianne. He chooses to stay with Marianne.

Meanwhile, Marianne’s grip on reality seems to slip as she carves the Burned Man’s name into her chest—a name the reader still does not know. Normally, she sculpts gargoyles, but instead her latest sculpture is modeled after the Burned Man. The two go to the beach at night. Marianne walks into the ocean, vowing to continue walking unless the Burned Man tells her to stop. For some reason, the Burned Man says nothing. Marianne interprets this to mean the heart she gives him will not be returned, and therefore she must die instead of gaining her freedom, as promised by the spirits many centuries ago.



After Marianne’s death, the Burned Man discovers a safety deposit box with two copies of Dante’s Inferno that are in such a condition that they suggest Marianne was telling the truth about experiencing certain things many centuries ago. The Burned Man begins sculpting himself, and while he is a good at it, he prefers to have someone shoot him through the heart with an arrow so he can return to Marianne.

The Gargoyle is a strange, sad, but ultimately hopeful surrealist tale that alternates between intense pain and pleasure for its characters.